You were stronger than me. You could do something that I couldn’t do. You saw that the world needed us, and you went to help. And I just - I didn’t have the will to give up searching for this - this perfect little soul that we made. Out here for all these years… fighting for these people, defending them. And at the moment that she needed her father to protect her, I couldn’t do it. And I wanted more than anything for that not to be true. And in the state-of-mind that I was in, that meant at all costs. Including us.

Fade to black I’m sick of trying
Took too much and now I’m done
It’s all over but the crying

I would have left you and the boy there to die.